While Standing in Line for Death

  • WINNER of the 2018 Lambda Literary Award for Gay Poetry

  • Finalist for the 2018 Firecracker Award in Poetry

  • Finalist for the 2019 Kingsley Tufts Poetry Award

2017
ISBN: 9781940696553 (paperback)
ISBN: 9781940696546 (limited edition hardcover)
Wave Books

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After their boyfriend Earth’s murder, CAConrad was looking for a (Soma)tic poetry ritual to overcome their depression. This new book of 18 rituals and their resulting poems contains that success, along with other political actions and exercises that testify to poetry’s ability to reconnect us and help put an end to our alienation from the planet.

Reviews

Grief and survival drive these poems, but never so much that Conrad forgets anger… A ferocious work of queer rage.
Elwin Cotman, Electric Lit

The poems range widely from delightful to gut-wrenching and can move from despair to defiance to exuberance from line to line: “few things tire me more than/ imagining/ reincarnation/ a child/ struggling/ all over again to/ not favor war/ not surrender to greed.” Conrad consistently surprises, and few, if any, American poets are doing more visionary, disorienting, and wonderful work today.
Publishers Weekly (starred review)

At its hilt, this book exposes the little tolerance America has for the queer, the abject, and the mystical forces that Conrad and his poetry call home, and not only does it refuse to apologize, this book reclaims loss, all bruised and defiant experiences, and makes them a testament.
Arkansas International

Conrad may be our Ginsberg, as well as our Yoko Ono (whose work Conrad mentions), teaching us not so much how to write as how to live outside a great machine.
Stephanie Burt, Academy of American Poets

While Standing in Line for Death demonstrates that CAConrad is, in the end, a poet of defiant joy, straddling the line between self-indulgent cynicism and simpering happiness. He is a poet who fiercely embraces impossibility as the very condition of the hard-won anger and despair raging through this book.
Tyrone Williams, PLUME

Every word is charged to perform at its peak energetic level. Rituals call the poems into being and set the intention, and the poems themselves catalyze the energy. With their propulsive, often paratactic energies, Conrad’s work in this and other books seeks to remake or reset human awareness.
Sara Burant, OmniVerse

Killer drones, institutional homophobia, police violence and racism, ongoing wars, While Standing in Line for Death makes all of these things impossible to ignore, and by waking us up to these realities, this uncompromising and powerful poetry also wakes us up to the agency of tuning into our own bodies and the ways they are joined to the world.
Colin Herd, 3:AM Magazine

The poems contain language that is eaten up, digested, and propped within their stanza like gleaning results of process. There is often a harmony within them, and a dependable personal distance to them as well. They are from within the moment-to-moment of Conrad’s exercises and conductions. They are thorough investigations mesmerizing, mystical, and of the potential of the performed and the sustained, and the humbly cherished. They are, again, gifts.
Greg Bem, Yellow Rabbits

Og vi står i kø for å dø

In Norwegian translation by Gunnar Wærness and Martin Ingebrigtsen

I 1998 blir Mark Holmes, kjent som Earth, funnet død. Han ble bundet, voldtatt og torturert, før noen heller bensin på ham og tenner på. Politiet kaller det et selvmord. Igjen sitter kjæresten hans, poeten CAConrad, med stor sorg og svært mange ubesvarte spørsmål. Men mordet forblir uoppklart.

Og vi står i kø for å dø er en mangefasettert bok. I all hovedsak er det en diktbok om sorg, raseri og kjærlighet, men den viser også fram de (SOMA)tiske ritualene som utgjør bakgrunnen for diktene. Gjennom å veksle mellom poetiske og mer essayistiske moduser, viser CAConrad fram alt som går inn i det poetiske foretaket: levd liv, politisk aktivisme og å sitte på en blomstereng for å slikke humler på ryggen. Poesien blir både en daglig rutine og et kunstnerisk foretak hvor absolutt alt står på spill.

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2022
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En attendant de mourir à son tour

In French translation by Elsa Boyer and Camille Pageard

While Standing in Line for Death (En attendant de mourir à son tour) est le premier livre du poète contemporain américain CAConrad traduit et publié en français : « un recueil de 18 rituels de poésie somatique et de poèmes qui en résultent ». Le rituel est une manière d’introduire l’anecdote, le quotidien, la revendication politique, les corps et les affects dans une poésie extrêmement inventive, aux formes multiples. L’enjeu réside autant dans le choix du rituel, sa mise en oeuvre, que la prise de notes, le travail pour former un poème. Ces rituels se servent de la matière, d’images, de cristaux, d’objets, de repas, de...

2022
ISBN: 978-2-8180-5626-4
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